Genderinimicus

Contributions by: Svnflowerhoney

Definitions and Usage
Genderinimicus (also called genderincimicus) is a sentiogender which describes a gender experience that cannot be fully felt/comprehended/understood because each time one attempts to meditate on their gender and determine what it does or does not entail/encompass, they feel a great sense of unease or anxiety, they begin to panic, or they become greatly distressed/distraught (including feelings of anger/frustration/despair) over not being able to make the determination. Note that this is not a distress that comes solely from uncertainty, but is a gender experience that necessarily involves an anxious/panicked/distressed sense of one's own gender. The experiencer is therefore at odds with their gender, and this is the only thing they can know for certain, even if they can approximate what else their gender encompasses.

This is dissimilar to questioning or quoigender because it necessarily entails a dissatisfaction with one's inability to fully grasp their gender. It is Not just "IDK my gender" or "my gender is IDK"; it's "I'm dissapointed that I don't know my gender because some emotional barrier is in the way, but I'd still like a term that describes that experience."

The name comes from the Latin word for adversary/enemy to illustrate how one always feels at odds with their gender due to it being just beyond reach.

History
This term was made with people with personality and anxiety disorders in mind (of which the coiner has both), but anyone who can't get a grip on their gender due to panic/distress/anxiety can use it.

Flags
The stripe meanings are as follows:

White - Your true gender

Grey - The mental block preventing you from fully understanding it.

Green - Anxiety

Blue - Distress

Purple - Panic